Why I dont like pets...

It was a chilled morning and whole atmosphere was surrounded by heavy dew.I was on the roof of my house in hope of some rays of sunlight to escape from the severe cold...Suddenly I saw two-three puppies playing'biting game',which was so amusing to see.They ran hard here and there.They were rolling in the bushes.
I always had a wish that I could get a cute puppy.I instructed my younger cousin who is a big lover of pets,to bring the puppy which was black & white in shade.He was fastest among all,he had a round face,black nose and two hanging ears were spreafd on the both ends of his face.
Few curious moments passed by and he was with me.He loved me,played with me,always biting me.Actually he had accepted me as his new parent.I pampered him and gave him bread and milk.He was too notorious.Whole day I played with him,along with the all childrens of my street.Then my youngest cousin suggested a name-'salty',which was accepted by all.All childrens ran after him as he was enjoying.
At night,I managed to find a new home for him-an old carton of T.V.,I placed few torn bedsheet into it.He felt comfortable and didn't disturb me at all in the night.Suddenly I was awaken by smal,soft feet of his.It was morning.Few hours passed by and then I decided to give him a bath,as he was little bit dirty.I bought a shampoo(clinic alclear) and prepared myself for it.
All the children gathered in my home to watch the proceedings.I washed him with cold water of the tank as he was crying hard and loud.He was very afraid but I wanted to finish everything in a hurry.He was He was clean now and shivering in the cold.
Then an unexpacted thing happened.As he was shivering hard and was upset with me due to the punishment I gave him .I felt sympathy towards him and placed him on the roof of the staircase,which was atleast 10-12 fts up from the ground.I intented to make him feel comfortable as direct sunshine was faaling there and it was warm there.All children began to shout atonce as he was on the dead end of the roof.I was assured as I belived that he will not dare to jump from there.He looked down for feww moments and decided to jump and he jumped.I couldn't do anything.His jaw strucked heavily on the hard ground and he began to shout with full velocity.Everyone was shocked.He started to run away from me.He was crying loudly and running hard.
Suddenly his mother came there hearing her childs cry.He went at once to his mother.She pampered him and loved him.I saw everything and decide that I will never apart any child from his mother.It is truely a sin.After that episode I couldn't eat and sleep for few days.I really missed him.After few days I heard that he was adopted by a person who lived nearby my house.They are nice people but I never saw him happy again as he was on the first day.................

A journey to Jamshedpur.....

I was going to jamshedpur for the first time so unaware of the facts which was to come....Actually I had to reach there on time ,it was imergency so,I didnt have the reservations..I had to catch the train..at 9 in the night.It was cold season so I was loaded with pullovers,jaket & a moffler-true sign of a bihari.


I reached jasidih railway station and waited..Soon the train arrived as its all general bogies were full like the pickles in a bottle..but I had to catch the train otherwise i would have missed the exams.After much struggle I got the train but found no places to sit.It was a freedom fight like situation in the train.For two three hours I remained stand and after that a man asked me from above to throw the packets as I was close to the window.I agreed and he offered me a sit


which I accepted joyfully.

It was 11 o clock in the night.I felt asleep but no places to sleep..whole night I remaind awake waiting curiousley for the dawn to come...The train was moving to its destination...

Suddenly I opened my eyes ..It was a beautiful morning.The train halted at Jamshedpur railway station...I came out of it and launched myself to a Hotel...As I was moving to hotel four-five autorikshaw drivers surrounded me like the police force surrounds a terrorist .It was too embarrassing for me.But as I had to reach to the destination on time,I hired a rikshaw and launched myself to the lodge suggested by the driver.

As I reached for the lodge I saw a sincere manager and few staffs chasing there customers like a demon for few extra money.I hired a room and went for to get ready for my exams.I was already exhausted and feeling drowsy.It took nearly 1 hr for the required refreshments.After I get prepared I reached for xlri-for the GDs in the same auto which left me to the lodge.

I reached on the specified time but got no clues whatsoever.There were few proud students of xlri.I dared to asked them that where those gds were taking place.They suggested me to go to the reception to find out the exact time.I went there and found that exams was to take place shortly in the PGP hall.Many students started to geather near the hall.Then came one semi balded person and directed us in the hall.Every documents of each students were examined .Then a dynamic speech was started by that man who was director of the institute which consisted of advantages.....[con].

Desh ka naya Samaj.......

Desh Ka Naya Smaj
Lahoo Mangta Hay Aaj
Samay Ki Ye Pukaar Hey
Ki Dharmyuddh Ched Do
Pukarti Swatantrata ki
Badion ko Tod Do
Tod Do Wo Bandhane
Tumhe Jo Roktin Hain Aaj
Kaun Loktantra ko
Aaj Hain Nigal Rhin
Kiski Golion Se Yeh
Vasundhara Pighal Rahi
Pighla Do Uss Hriday KoJo
Pasan Ban Chuki Hay Aaj
Niharta Jo Vartaman
Swapna Ko Saja Raha
Mook Dekhta Hua
Din Raat Yun Bita Raha
Sulag Rahi Jo Aag Hay
Ched De Zara Si Aaj
Choodion Main Hanth Ko
Na Aaj Quied Kar Yahan
Josh Bhar De Laash Main
Zara Bhi Hosh Ho Jahan
Hila De Woh Kursian
Jo Aaj Tak Hili Nahi
Badal De Roop Desh Ka
Jo Aaj Tak Mili Nahi
Magar Kafan KO Chhodkar
Kisi Jagah Na De Aawaj
Desh Ka Naya Samaj
Lahoo Mangta Hay Aaj....

A Boy to his beloved......

Himalay se oonchi hriday ho tumhari,
Sada lehlehati chaman ho tumhari,
Ganga si nirmal tumhari chhata ho,
Garje ya barse hamari ghata ho.
Amar prem kya hay ye sansar dekhe,
Badal do ye dunia badal kar dikha do
Nahi bhool jana jo gaurav mila hay
Geeta ki gatha jahan ko sikha do
Rona nahi jab woh majhdhar aaye
Muska ke chalna chaman ko sajae
Apno ko hardam gale hin lagana
Kanton ko dekho magar bhool gana.
Hazaron tarah ke hin manav milenge
Insaan kam lekin danav milenge
Ruk Ruk ke jhonke chalenge tufani
Magar hum hamesha theharte milenge
Tumhara milan hamse nutan nahi hay
Sadion purane jude the ye dhage
Isi roop main hum tumhare rahenge
Agar lakh janmon ke bandhan ho aage.
Chinta ka wish mat nigalna kabhi tum
Ansu se dil ko na dhona kabhi tum
Sada apne ishwar pe wishwas rakhna
Koi kuchh kahe mat badalna kabhi tum
Jeevan main yeh khat sada yaad rakhna
Ujarte chaman ko bhi aabad rakhna
Lakeerein ye syahi ki mat tum samajhna
Tumhara lahu keh raha yaad rakhna
Maine dia kya tumhe bhi pata hay
Pata gar nahin to ye pehli khata hay
Do sabd shrdha ke mujhe daan karna
Ankhon ko hargiz na aansu se bharna
Aab tak to mujhko do aansu mile hain
Jab tum mili toh chaman bhi khile hain
Dunia ki daulat hamari nahi hay
Hame jo mila ham usi se mile hain
Tumhin ho jo dharti pe sita bani thi
Hindu ke karmo main geeta bani thi
Tumne asur ko dhara se mitaya
Apni lahu se hin bharat banaya
Nahin bhool jana woh sakti tumhari
Kailash beti si bhakti tumhari
Tumhari sharam se sama bhi jhukegi,
Andhi bhi aae toh bhay se rukegi.
Sada muskurana hamara dharam hay
Bhalai hin karna hamara karam hay
Achhi chalan hin hay poonji hamari
Meetha wachan hin hay gaurav hamara
Jeevan ke saathi sada sath denge
Sada pyar se haanth main hanth denge
Dhalti ubharti nayi jindagi main
Inhi do dilon ko milate rahenge....

Yadien....

Ye Yadien bhi kitne bedard hotin hain,aatein hain aur bina koi aawaj ke chupke se khisak jatein hain.Unhe kisi ki fikr kahan?Koi sard raat ke sannate main bister main muh daaabkar siskian bhar toh unhein kya?Dil main hazaron khwab dikhakar aur aas ka deepak jalakar chhod jatein hain kisi ko jalta hua chhodkar.Insaan ki kya mazal ki inse koi shikayat kare..Shikayat toh aapno se ki jaati hay lekin ye yadein toh pal bhar main hin aapne se begaane ho jaatein hain.Ye mauka hin kab detein hain.
Usko dekha toh aisa laga jaise wahi hay jo mere khwab main holle se dastak dekar mujhe jagati ho aur mere jagte hi jaise pal bhar ke lie mujhse meri saanse chheen le jati ho.Uski ankhein reh reh kar mujhse kuchh bolna chahti lekin kuchh na bol pati.Use samne pakar mere toh jaise sanse hin rook jatien.Uski ankhon ki chamak dekhkar aisa lagta ki jaise amawasya ki raat main sabhi tare ek saath timtima uthe hon.Uski aawaj ki saralta kuchh iis tarah thi mano ek saath kai ghunghru baj uthe hon
Dil main ek saath kai jajbaat jaag uthe,Nazron ke saamne chaubiso ghante usi ki tasweer ghumti.Mann main umango ka sailaab sa aa gaya.
Subah uthkar jaga,woh ja chuki thi.Kuchh samay ke lie mujhe laga ki main ro padta..Ankhein nam ho chuki thi.Jeevan main pehi baar main aapne aap ko itna akela mehsus kar raha tha..Aaj tak akela hoon..Jab bhi use yaad karta hoon toh lagta hai ki jaise jakhmon par kisi ne sui chubha di hay...Phir bhi mann ko ek aas hay ke jald hin woh mujhse milne aayegi........

Tanhai...

Mera hamsafar mera dost meri tanhaii..
Mera hambadan meri jaan meri tanhaii..
Jab sabon ne chhod dia humko thukra kar rastey main..
Tab daud padi apni bahein failakar...apne seene se lagaya
mujhe meri tanhaii ne....
Bahut chaha ke usse ek baar yaad kar loon par mumkin na hua..
Usee apne saath lekar mere paas aa gayi meri Tanhaii.........S

Main aur meri Tanhaii.....

Main aur meri tanhaii.....tanhaii main uski yadien,
uski yadon main uski baatein..baton main sadgi...
Mere yadon main uski ankhein..Ankhon main ek
gehri jheel...Uske ankhon main sapne...woh sapney
jo hain sirf uske aur mere apne...Sapno main ek
choti si Dunia...Jis dunia main ek chhota sa ghar..
Us ghar main ek Angan..Angan main ek aam ka ped
Ped ke neechey ek tukda zameen ka..Jis zameen par
beechhi ho ek chadar...Chader par baithkar...Tirchhey
jhankte hue chand ki roshni main..dekhta rahun apne
Chand ko raat bhar..Aur gujar jaye sara jeevan
inhi sapno main doobkar
Bas itna sa hin khwab hay.....
Bas itna sa hin khayal hay.....s